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2 poems by Anthony McCann
Dreams of Waking
Over the photographed earth to the photographed park
Once I woke up in my ape suit “just thinking”
It was very important to be prevalent once
Extreme States was just the name of my shirt
And to hegemonize sleep was not just a game
With the drool of a year attached to my name
My left eye still smeared happily shut
Napping means to go drool shadow now
While the sky scalds itself with aluminum dread
Back in nineteen whatever you fill in the blank
Can you believe now once how my body talked
With all these words in the hands of the dead
Everyday I disown myself twice wake again
Go back to sleep with my brains in my hands
Letter Never Sent
The hills in the yellowing light
The sound of traffic far off
I remember the names of the grass
The terrible names of each blade
The sound of my voice in your name
To memorize you and your hands
Your lips, how they close when you look
How you looked repeating my name
O, please just no more events!
To kiss all your noise and your name
Now I describe my emotions
The sky is a lower case x
I say the names of my hands
First left and then right and then right
Strange to have hands and a name
I look down to my hands when I speak
I don’t say my name to my hands
(I’ll save that dark magic for last!)
This event will go unrecorded
Weird, fake birds overhead
from http://www.h-ngm-n.com/h_ngm_n-11/anthony-mccann.html
Anthony McCann was born and raised in the Hudson Valley. He is the author of I ♥ Your Fate (Wave Books, 2011), Moongarden (Wave Books, 2006) and Father of Noise (Fence Books, 2003). In addition to these three collections, he is one of the authors of Gentle Reader! (2007), a book of erasures of the English Romantics, along with Joshua Beckman and Matthew Rohrer.
Who to Tell
Who to tell no one cares when no one cares
No one takes the time to care for a monster
I care for monsters
But only because I am one
I go in the dark house
With the ghosts
And the ghosts take my coat off
The junkies
The other man sits slumped in the chair
Is he dead yet?
I do not know
I know that no one cares about anything
I do know that the dressing room
Is drab and grey
And my pink patterned dress
Looks ridiculous against something so truthful
Wildness is not sadness
The wilderness is not sad
It is naked
I am not
If only because
Decomposition is
Not nudity
Who to tell this?
Who do I tell when no one cares
I did not expect them to
I did not expect them to care
I am not mad
I’m not mad any longer
People eat tomatoes
People eat bread
I am a monster
I eat life
But only because I am losing mine
Into a horrible void
That for you is only an idea
I once felt better about things
I once felt better about things
When the blankness was just an idea
Like the way you still think of it
Still I don’t think love is an idea
I don’t think compassion is an idea
I don’t think babies are born out of loneliness
I don’t think the sea is cold
I only think it is cool
Cool cool sea
Blue-green mystery
Mysterious fish
If only I had been born
A fish
Instead of a monster
If only the water were my only home
I would swim so quietly
I would not say hello to you
I would no longer be sad
I would still be me though
And I would not let you catch me
For your dinner
And when you wanted to eat me for your dinner
I would disappear
Dorothea Lasky is the author of AWE, Black Life, and the forthcoming Thunderbird, all from Wave Books. She is also the author of several chapbooks, including Poetry is Not a Project (Ugly Duckling Presse, 2010). She currently lives in NYC and can be found online at http://www.birdinsnow.com.
from http://www.thethepoetry.com/2011/12/poem-of-the-week-dorothea-lasky/
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The Poetic Research Bureau is a valise fiction and portable literary service in Northeast Los Angeles.
As an out-of-pocket California milk-crate boosterist enterprise, it serves as the irregular literary umbrella for projects such as Ara Shirinyan’s house of concept & constraint, Make Now Press; occasional poetry journal The Germ (’97-’05), edited by Andrew Maxwell and Macgregor Card; and art-lit mag Area Sneaks, edited by Rita Gonzalez and Joseph Mosconi.
As a research bloc, the PRB attempts to cultivate composition, publication and distribution strategies that enlarge the public domain. It favors appropriations, impersonations, ‘compost’ poetries, belated conversations, unprintable jokes and doodles, ‘unoriginal’ literature, historical thefts and pastiche. The publication emphasis is on ephemeral works, short-run magazines and folios, short-lived reprints and excerpts in print-on-demand formats, and the occasional literary fetish objects of stupidly incomparable price and value.
The Bureau also hosts a reading series at 951 Chung King Rd in Chinatown, and invites writers whose work lacks the ‘commercial tendency’ while harboring the bright, high-minded intentions that often lead to broad panic, righteous perversions, improbable arguments, and the ill-served cul-de-sacs of genius. The series is programmed by the aforementioned Messrs Maxwell, Mosconi and Shirinyan. If you’re sympatico, passing through town, or need a megaphone, 50 seats and a big blank space, give us a write.
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